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Watch meNothing I do will  
ever be good enough  for you.  I try so hard  
but it's all in vain.   
I wish you believed me  When I said I'd had enough.  I'm so close to the edge  why won't you let me fade away?   
I'm not giving up [don't worry about me]  I'm just giving in to you.  You kept me down and out.  But it's over now  So take a deep breath  and watch as I fade away. Watch me
in Open on 10/24/05
who said growing up was easyInside these walls i'm protected  But life keeps moving  
And they're crumbling at my feet  
I've been exposed  
My very existence, shattered.  
 
This facade is over now  It used to hang around like a black cloud.  I am apprehensive and  
My life is the only thing  
Ahead of me,  Ahead of this.  
Behind me  
I leave a trail of  
Black and white memories  Blowing in the raspy wind  
 
I'm alone and frightened now  Standing at the threshold  
Of what is to come  From here on out  
I'm a changed person  The only thing left to do  I who said growing up was easy
in Open on 5/19/05
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Journal Entry: Mon Oct 24, 2005, 5:51 PM
Its so weird to go back and look at all of my old poetry.
To remember what life used to be like and compare it with what its like now. Its quite astonishing really, i still have the same emotions, i'm still struggling to get by in school. I'm more positive though, atleast i try to be. I've been through more and learned more. But still, i know i'm the same, and i'm sure i could slip back into depression at any given time but i'm making a conscience effort not to. I guess that just had to come with time.

i graduate in december!
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  • Current Age: 19
  • Current Residence: Orlando
  • Interests: writing,painting,reading,sleeping, bass, acoustic guitar
  • Favourite movie: anything with Audrey Hepburn in it
  • Favourite band or musician: Hellogoodbye, Jason Mraz, Incubus, Fall out boy, beatles, modest mouse etc
  • Favourite genre of music: everything.
  • Favourite artist: James C. Christensen
  • Favourite poet or writer: Robert Frost
  • Favourite photographer: unknown
  • Favourite style of art: all
  • Operating System: soon to be mac
  • MP3 player of choice: winamp
  • Shell of choice: sea.
  • Favourite game: kingdom hearts, halo, zelda, fable, monkey ball
  • Favourite gaming platform: n64,ps2, xbox, gamecube
  • Favourite cartoon character: Stewie
  • Personal Quote: originality n 1: the ability to think and act independently
  • Tools of the Trade: my words and my imagination,pen, pencil, camera, canvas, paint, paintbrushs, etc.

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~adara:iconadara: Aug 20, 2007, 9:23:23 PM
Please unwatch me. I have deleted everything, so there's no point anymore.
~milladrive:iconmilladrive: Mar 15, 2006, 11:20:58 PM
Hey gurl, thought I'd stop in and say hi. Been too long.

Hi. :hug:
~smk:iconsmk: Aug 20, 2005, 11:11:48 AM
guess whose back 0-=] u prolly dont even remember me buh HII lolz take care peace
`sanguru:iconsanguru: May 8, 2005, 11:57:27 PM
wow, good to hear from you. :heart:

things are awesome as of late. hard to believe how well things have finally come together... almost done with my first year of college, which has probably been the best experience of my life. its just crazy how fast time has flown by lately...

how are things with you?
~dds:icondds: Apr 13, 2005, 4:49:25 PM
hi!
how are ya?
8-)

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"Fornicate Under the Consent of the King"
`abh0rsen:iconabh0rsen: Mar 13, 2005, 5:51:52 PM
hello? C:=

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_-=-_C:=my signature is fucked....why can't i be?C:=_-=-_
~dreadz:icondreadz: Oct 29, 2004, 12:52:21 AM
remember me
new account due to some unknown hackers
rememeber the support and respect I gave you?
i'ts your friend Dan
or friend to be Dan
how are you?
could you return the support sometime?

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Live with purpose,
don't purposely live life.

Life has a purpose,
and emotions have a goal,
Where the two meet is up the individual.

2 new quotes from 2008 from my :heart
`abh0rsen:iconabh0rsen: Sep 22, 2004, 10:00:04 PM
booh

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If you know what im sayin, what im sayin is
....i just dont know a damn thing
.....and i think that one day thats what i may truly believe
.....till then i guess ill go along
like i do ever day...in my own special way
.....taking th
`sanguru:iconsanguru: Sep 22, 2004, 6:54:22 PM
been far too long. i'm glad i was looking through my list of people that watch me and dropping by to say hi to those i havent heard from in a while. i love seeing the people i havent seen in about a year and to know they still are living and doin well.

anyways, i'm great. at college and havin a blast. lots of stuff to deal with, but lots of fun as well. i really cant complain. hope you are doing well yourself =)

keep in touch :heart:
~doomit:icondoomit: Sep 21, 2004, 11:07:10 AM
Thank you for your favorite on Gun's guitars and drums. I really didn't think much of it at the time and here I am finding someone has really liked it.

Such a relief.

-doomit

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I AM NOT IN CONTROL!

-Doomit
~djgruny:icondjgruny: Sep 21, 2004, 8:52:32 AM
Thanx for your :+fav: On No Diving - i really apreciate it
Merci pour le choix de No Diving en favori - j'apprécie vraiment ;)
`sanguru:iconsanguru: Sep 20, 2004, 10:46:00 AM
:heart: been a long time, no?
`abh0rsen:iconabh0rsen: Jun 4, 2004, 1:05:38 PM
im doing love, how about yourself? Im in RI right now actually visiting my brother and my new nephew Maxwell C:=

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If you know what im sayin, what im sayin is
....i just dont know a damn thing
.....and i think that one day thats what i may truly believe
.....till then i guess ill go along
like i do ever day...in my own special way
.....taking th
~teaspoons:iconteaspoons: May 24, 2004, 5:54:46 PM
Wow, I remember you being everywhere here back in the day, but it doesn't look like you're here anymore. :(

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Pull your skirt down girl, your fetish is showing!
`abh0rsen:iconabh0rsen: May 9, 2004, 6:16:47 PM
heylo ;-) :p C:=

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If you know what im sayin, what im sayin is
....i just dont know a damn thing
.....and i think that one day thats what i may truly believe
.....till then i guess ill go along
like i do ever day...in my own special way
.....taking th
~cynicalkitten:iconcynicalkitten: Apr 18, 2004, 11:16:52 AM
you and ~milladrive are my DA parents! :D

just so you know.

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just. dance.
~bluebottle:iconbluebottle: Nov 8, 2003, 12:19:59 PM
supppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp!
~milladrive:iconmilladrive: Oct 27, 2003, 3:54:56 PM
Just thought I'd stop by and say hi to an old friend. How ya been? :hug:
~school:iconschool: Oct 21, 2003, 2:46:48 AM
I take it you didn't see your avatar in my journal? It's in there somewhere. And I have good reason to keep it there. just look for it. If it looks too far down it's cuz I have so many talented people and it's hard to keep them in uh order or proper alignment. Everyone that's on my journal is there cuz they're either my friend(to be), or are, or are collabing, or I think are really talented.
~cherii:iconcherii: Jun 27, 2003, 7:24:24 AM
i still really like your icon.
`Clair:iconClair: May 26, 2003, 9:56:33 PM
hey girl wasup......been a while huh? :-P
~dmented:icondmented: May 21, 2003, 10:47:11 PM
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface I am scratching
Is the bed that I have made
~invisible:iconinvisible: May 1, 2003, 8:45:22 PM
Darieeen, I was thinking about looking through some old friend's journals, and so, I have arrived at your little neck of the forest that is DeviantART! I hope you do get to come to Flagler during the summer, I get to go there, or we meet somewhere, it'd be fun, if I didn't act like a total shy person. Heh, any way. Talk to the sexyness later, byeeee.

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